In the life of SOPHIE

6:44PM - Hurts So Good!

-Come on and make it hurt so good.. Come on,baby, make it hurst so good! Sometimes love don't feel like it should.. oh it hurst so good!--

HEY HEY! I haven't updated in a while, once again! lol. You know, the more I think about it the more I am going to miss high school! Hot summers w/ that hot summer boy, baseball games, and doing those things you were told not to! Boy, was it fun! And hopefully there's a couple of handfuls of memories to be made! I am completely content with my life right now. There are some thing that I wish would happen and some I wish didn't happen. But, all in all.. it has been a great ride! AND...... I AM SO READY TO GO TO COLLEGE AND MAKE SOME NEW FRIENDS WITH A WHOLE NEW BOOK OF MEMORIES! lol. This is how I've been feeling for a while.. just sorta nostalgic about life... ya know.. now just High School.. but my whole life in general. I mean after I graduate, I will part ways with my friends and my family. And it will be the first time I've been completely on my own. It's sorta scary but all the same invigorating and very much anticipated. lol. Shew... oh well I'll quit blabbering.

This weekend was okay! I cheered Friday night and Kelsey Kiser fixed my hair! *THANKS KELS* haha had to add that in there. Then we all went to Michael's and played cards! Then everyone left and Andy, Michael and I hung out til about 1:45. Saturday Stephanie, Amber and I went muddin' with Michael, Adam, Andy*, Brandon, and Rob! That was complete blast! What is it about gettin muddy that we love so much? Who knows! All I know is that we are def. mountain girls now! And I love it more than anything!! lol. Sunday.. well today lol*. I pretty much sat around all day.. cleaned my room, did some laundry, and homework!.. Mom left this morning, it's weird not having her around. I miss her already! But, I am sure she's having fun on her cruise and I'll have some killer presents this weekend when she gets back! SWEET! Lol. I told her to get me some Jamaican weed.. lol but, she won't! haha JUST KIDDING! Mom's the coolest to joke around with! Shew.. I am going to start crying lol. I'm such a wuss!!! Well, I am heading to the WALLY WORLD!.. I'll catch ya later kids!

==EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON==

Current mood: chipper

Current music: John Melloncamp - Hurt So Good

8:00PM - BaDa Boom!*

I am in a FANTABULOUS mood!  Lol. :) I don't know why but, life is great for the past month or so.  I just love everything about my life.  My friends... Andy.... school... cheerleading... It's all just on point right now.  Waitin' for something to go wrong! hehe ;) 

I know I haven't updated in a while but, I'm just too lazy lol.  But, nothing has really been going on. Cheering'! Got homecoming candidate.  Umm, Andy.. *that's a whole book*... lol. People have been harrassing the crap out of me about him. But, it's all worth it! ;) They call me BOYFRIEND stealer.. That makes me feel like PURE SHIT! hahah I don't mean to hurt anyone!  I don't know whats-her-name to well, but I don't want any harsh feelings.  Oh well, that's high school for ya I guess!

>>I'm ADDICTED to you.. INTOXICATE ME NOW with your lovin' now--I'm ready now<<

^great song! Britney Spears - Toxic

Tomorrow is going to be an AWESOME day.. hopefully! Going to Lou's cabin with the girls for Amber 's ( & STEPH's)  Birthday! We're going to play cards and have a good time! I can't wait.  Just a time to let go and have fun!  <<:)>

CALIFORNIA HERE WE COME! CALIFORNIA! *hae* You've got me obsessed wit this song too! UGH*.. lol.

Shew, why am I so friggin happy? Grr? lol. I LOVE IT!!! hahah Lauren is at work and so is the Ho (amber) So, I'm just chillin at my house.. all by myself being cool.. AS ALWAYS! pimpin ain't easy.. but it's necessary!! lol. that's the quote of the year! But, I guess I'll get off here and go do something called homework! BLAH... I'll try to update a little more often!

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON!

Current mood: cheerful

Current music: Phantom Planet - California

10:41PM - YAY*

Horoscope:   You may be feeling a bit more emotional than usual, Sophie. Tender feelings are likely to surface at this point and it may be hard for you to concentrate on just the facts. It might be tempting to get caught up in an ensuing drama that doesn't necessarily pertain to you. Keep your nose out of other people's business. Be nurturing and empathetic as opposed to inquisitive and sarcastic. No gossiping today.

Lately, I have realized that in everything you do, people are going to judge you for it. They aren't going to understand you.  The people who do understand you and don't judge or just stay neutral are they people you should stick with for life. Also epiphonized today is that conversation and laughter are the key things that tie people together. Not drama or controversy!

--LET'S GO BACK--BACK TO THE BEGINNING--

Well.. beddy bye time!

I LOVE SHANE CARROL!!!!  He's the best!!!! 

EVERYTHING happens for a reason!

Current mood: ecstatic

Current music: Hillary Duff - Come Clean

12:33AM

Why? Is there something seriously wrong with me??  I want to know.. so please tell me!! My heart is breaking.. and I can' cry anymore..!!!  AHHHHHH!!!>:o

Current mood: gloomy

Current music: Sade' - King of Sorrow

4:45PM - NEW YEARS EVE

Friends can help each other. A true friend is someone who lets you have total freedom to be yourself--and especially to feel. Or not feel. Whatever you happen to be feeling at the moment is fine with them. Thats what real love amounts to--letting a person be what he really is...Most people love you for who you pretend to be...To keep their love, you keep pretending--performing. You get to love your pretense...It's true, we're locked in an image, an act--and the sad things is, people get to used to their image--they grow attached to their masks. They love their chains. They forget all about who they really are. And if you try to remind them, they hate you for it--they feel like you're trying to steal their most precious possession.

Current mood: anxious

Current music: Al Green - Let's Get It On

1:38AM - HappY

Hey hey hey to all my brothers and sisters out there! haha!! Well, it is 1 o clock in the fucking morning! hah! And this sister is in a fantastic mood and has been for the past couple of  7 days!! haha!! I think the lack of High School drama has done me so much good!  I am relaxed and content and look forward to the next day.. which is technically here.. ... *drum roll please*..

NEW YEARS EVE

Whoop whoop! And I plan to go into my graduating year with a bang baby!! Hell yes!! I hope to spend it drinking, laughing, and making memories with my friends and *loved* ones!!!  Shew, definately going to have to make it a memorable one for my last New Years of bsg for a while!!!

Well since I haven't updated in a while.. here's what I've been up to:

Sunday night, Amber and I went to Reno's to see Lou and eat!*  It was fun! Amjed and some Steve guy hung out with us there all night and we acted retarted! *Lynching the peanut*Look amberho, MISTLE-TOE! (surprise, surprise ;)) Then, Lauren, Amber, and I went with Rob Stinson and rode around all of Wise County and explored some wierd places of Appy!!  We talked all night, Amber & I sang kereokee in the back seat, and I booty danced for Lauren! Then Lauren and I stayed with Amber! It was a lot of fun! We all stayed up talking to about 7:30 in the morning and then slept til about 2 on Monday!! I went to, my brother, Shannon's house to help them pack for their move to Florida!! I am going to miss them!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS! Then came home.. played a game of Scrabble witht he Family!! haha *I'm a dork!* Then Hae and I went riding around Wise County ONCE AGAIN with France & England, 2 guys we know!!  We gave them quite a little tour, right Hae?  lol! It was fun, yet all the same boring! haha But, what else can you expect from ol' bsg!!  hah*..Then I stayed with Haley and passed out at her house at 12:30 bringing an end to my sleep deprivation!!  I came home that morning and sat around the house!!!  Then my Mom, Sis, and I went to Wal-mart! I came home and Haley and I watched Wheel of Fortune on the phone with each other! haha!* TEXAS, Duh!!!!!  Then  I went riding around with Lou, Amb, and Rob once again! I love them!! Rob was drunk and we all had a great conversation!!  It was faith guys!!! haha*  Now I am sittin here talkin to Sean Murphy, cutie, ... haha!!  Finally a nice boy!!  ... lol!!  But, that's all I have been doing!!! 

If anyone has any plans for New Years and would like to involve me.. let me know! haha! I hope you all have a good New Year!!  And good luck in the next year!!!

Here I come, busting through the door, year 2004..!! HELL YESS!!!

PIMP PIMP!!

Current mood: loved

Current music: Al Green - Let's Stay Together

4:32PM - Another babbling session!*

READY FOR ACTION! Drip Drip Drop THERE HE GOES!*

Well Christmas is OVER* Hallelujah!  It wasn't too good of a Christmas.. but, it had its perks!!!  It was my LAST CHRISTMAS IN BIG STONE!!  Crazy huh!*??  My whole family is moving away from here including my Mom!  It's wierd for me cause I've always had that stableness of my family.  I am def. a family person and it's def. going to be strange not having them around all the time.  Strange but good! hehe!  Guess it's just life giving me a break!... I need it, let me tell ya!!

I didn't wake up til about 12:30 p.m today due to the fact that I didn't go to bed til about 2 or so!!!  My sleeping habits are definately off, right Hae?  I don't go to bed til about 3 every night (morning) and then I sleep have the day away and I hate it! 

OKAY>> I'm done with my preaching!!

Remember: Everything happens for a reason*

SENIORS ROCK c/o 2004

Current mood: cheerful

Current music: Big Boi - The Way You Move

5:52PM - Holidays--BLAH!

      A DUTTON FAMILY CHRISTMAS!

What is the purpose of Holidays at the Dutton house?

To let Sophie know what a horrible person she is!!!

I HATE HOLDAYS!

Well, Christmas sucked this year! haha but, i am ready to get it over with and move on to a inebriated new year! :)

Who's at the Dutton house?

• Abbey (sister) & boyfriend, Jeff
• Amy (sister) & boyfriend, Jeremy, and daughter Naomi
• Bekah (sister) & boyfriend Arnel
• Anna (sister) and little girl Sidney
• Shannon (brother), wife, Christina, & kids Livvy & Cole
• Sam (brother)
• Mom
• +ME*

15 people TOO many!

That's a DU-UN holiday for ya!!!  Lots of family.. Lots of food.. Lots of drinks including spiked Egg Nog!! yay!*  All the babies running around is what is killing me slowly! haha! Screaming kids with too much energy!  Ohh the Christmas spirit!!!

What's the conversation filled of?

1. Poetry
2. Boobs (haha*)
3. Scrabble
4. Family of different kinds
5. Guns
6. Presents
7. Kids
8. Traveling
9. Cracks on each other (*my personal favorite)
10. Food
11. Food
12. Death *moment of silence*
13. Well.. pretty much anything and everything!

The conversations at my house... can pretty much go anywhere!!  My family is filled with lots of different personalities and the craziest things can happen.. It's quite commical!!! 

STICK A FORK IN THIS SHIT.. I'M DONE!

I guess, everything happens for a reason! 

 Merry Freakin' Christmas, Man!!!!

Check this site out! It's my little cousin Kevin, he's dealing with cancer and he's the basis of any Christmas wishes I have!!!  God Bless him!

www.caringbridge.com/va/kevin

Current mood: blah

Current music: Coldplay - Clocks

6:09PM - Dealing...

--What's the point of suffer-For why is there tragedy? It only breaks hearts & opens unhealable wounds. Not enough tears can be cried for your loss-a good heart & a good man that forever will be missed. I love you.


It's been a hard day. My sister's boyfriend's father died today in a horrible car accident. He was such a nice man and I just have to wonder why did he have to suffer. He was only going to get juice for his grand-daughter whom which he addored!! Why must people suffer? It isn't fair. As I sit here, tears running down my cheek, I think about my father. About life.. and death and remember, the few memories I have that are slowly desinigrating and I get scared. That he'll slip away all together. I have faith that he won't. I think all the emotions are just hitting me at once. I am lonely, I just want a good honest relationship.. that is sturdy. hahah I'm crazy.. nevermind me!*

Haley, Amber and I went to Kingsport last night. Haha, though it was mostly uneventful.. we had fun hanging out with Vinny and Arthur!! lol* Haley has got her a man now! ;) Amber is dating someone! =) and where am I? lol* ALONE*..! haha but, oh well.. life goes.

*Me, Myself, and I, that's what I've got in the end.. that's what I found out.. and it ain't on me to cry, I made a vow to myself that I'm gonna be my own best friend*

Current mood: depressed

Current music: Counting Crows - Colorblind

1:52PM - THE NEED FOR FUN!!

I think the snow charges some kinetic powers in my brain or something, because I've been thinking alot! You know, I love my friends but, we don't spend enough time together! When we do spend time together we have soo much fun!!! But, since we don't spend a lot of time together, we fight and argue alot.. does that make sense?
BUT--> Haley and I are doing something about all this..! hae2sweet: we're going sleigh-riding here tonight.. everyone is invited!:-)
So if you wanna come hang out with us, let us know, OKAY? =)!!!
It's time for a little Christmas cheer kids!
Haha! Then hopefully we can get all the girls to stay at my house and we'll just hang out and have fun!!! YAY!

Maybe it's the movie.. but I really want to take dance classes!!! Cause I feel like I dance... ya know.. I think I would have the heart for it!! Who knows! Lol, I've been watching Center Stage! GREAT MOVIE!!!

Well, I'M OUT!!-->

eVeRyThInG HAPPENS 4 @ ReAsOn!*

Current mood: artistic

Current music: Michael Jackson - The Way You Make Me Feel!

12:55PM

IT IS OVER!

Current mood: awake

Current music: Hilary Duff - So Yesterday

10:53PM - Let me give you something to talk about! ;)

In complete honesty girls, it makes me mad that people are leaving these stupid damn comments in my journal. But, then again, it's all quite funny in a sense. Because, ya know, I don't give a damn about any of you gay little JV cheerleaders. If they want to take my words and twist them and make some kind of shit up like I was "making" them do something.. then, that's fine with me. Cause if all they have to do is read my live-journal and make stupid ass comments, talk about my friends on their live-journals,and call me names cause Carolyn's relationship went down the drain, then that's just really sad!!! I don't care. I pity you! You're pathetic and it is hilarious! If you have something to say about me.. you can certainly say it to my face and deal with the repercussions that way.. By the way, maybe people wouldn't call you and your friends immature if you didn't act immature. Ponder on that one for a while!!!


MESSAGE FROM STEPH-->
Why don't people just grow up already? It's pretty sad when all your life consists of is leaving dumbass childish remarks on someone's live journal. Oh, and by the way my name is Stephanie Boyer. I'm not too scared shitless to leave my name unlike some. Carolyn, if you have something to say, say it to my face.

Current mood: pissed off

Current music: Michelle Branch - Are You Happy Now?

1:02PM - D+O+N+E

I am completely, totally, and utterly finished with college and high school ... for a while atleast! ;) Christmas break is going to be a nice one.. and hopefully an eventful one. I didn't go to high school today because I didn't get out of my exam until about 1:00! YAY*.. it's been an easy day! Hopefully it continues! ANYWAY->

I have to cheer tonight! But only one game!!! .. Boys.. I think it starts at about 6:30.. so come and check us out if you would like!!! We're making JV cheer Girls.. cause it's kinda time consuming and tiring when we try to do all that cheering.. just for this week though, with the tournaments going on and all!!! But, I have to go! Check with ya later!
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^ ^ MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
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Current mood: crazy

Current music: OLP - Clumsy

8:17AM - Complete Boredom!*

Well, I'm completely bored and I don't want to go t school today. And why are we on a delay? That's retarded!!!

i n e e d s l e e p *


By the way, don't leave nasty comments on my live journal.. cause that's pretty damn gay!!

But-anyway... Today is my last English Class! YAY! No more 8:00 in the mornin' shit for me!! Until Anatomy starts, but that's next semester!!!

I wonder what we having for lunch today? I hope something good.. I miss high school food.. isn't that sad!?!

Well..okay I'm finished.. that's how boring my life is!!!

+ E v e r y t h i n g + HapPenS 4 A ReAsoN!*

Current mood: cranky

Current music: Ricky Scaggs - Hallelujah, I'm Ready!

12:05PM - hereyago

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5:56PM - BLAH BLAH BLAH ;)

*I'm so tired of being here.. suppressed by all my childish fears.*

It's official!! I am sooo sick of my family! hahah COMPLETELY & UTTERLY READY TO GO AWAY FOR COLLEGE! Where ever that might be.. who's to say!!!

Well, I know I haven't updated in a while but-- I will probably do it alot since winter break is coming up and I'll have a lot of time on my hands! I hate having time with nothing to do, to be honest! I hate thinking about reality! haha!
--> THIS JUST IN: Gate City just won game 13.. even though it pains me to say--Congratulations to them.. they've worked hard for what they have!!! Next, they'll play at JMU.. Blair and I might go up on Friday!!! That will be a blast!!! haha....can't wait!
As for my LOVE LIFE (PSSHT)! what love life do I have. If I do have one, it is completey fucked up! hahah .. There's something I want...maybe I can't have it.. maybe I haven't found it.. maybe I have.. who knows?

WE GET OUT OF COLLEGE FOR A MONTH! HELL YES TO THAT KIDS! We don't get out of PVHS until the 19th though! BLAH!! hahah but it will come soon enough!
GOOD LUCK TO THE ONE ACT AT THEIR COMPETITION THIS WEEKEND!!! I love you guys!!!!

Come check out the PV basketball teams Tuesday at our first game of the season! Lee High--HOME!!! I'm excited!!! I love to watch a good game!
BTW- I hate soccer players! they really are PLAYAS!! ;)

Here's a good read for ya!!
...Top 10 reasons to date a cheerleader...
1. We'll start in any position
2. We repeat EVERYTHING until it's perfect
3. We never get tired!
4. We're used to doing it every night!
5. We don't mind being on our knees!
6. Our legs will bend & twist in many ways!
7. We're not afraid to work up a sweat!
8. We wear short skirts for easy play!
9. We scream and shout until it's done right!
10.No matter how long and hard it is ...
we do it with a smile! lol
HOPE YOU ENJOY!
And remember: Everything happens for a reason!

"From what I've tasted of desire, I hold to those who favor fire!" - Robert Frost
(Fire & Ice)

Current mood: artistic

Current music: George Michael - Father Figure *shutup!*

3:56PM - HOLA - I'M BACK!!!!

Hey guys! Long time to update, eh? I know I know! I've been busy though, so chill out!! haha I know you've missed me!

I have been stressed out to the MAX! Let me tell you! School, work, cheerleading, college, and friends; it's all a little crazy up in Sophie's world! Nothing but DRAMA swinging my way!! BUT-- HELL--I'LL SURVIVE!

hahah! We play GC in two weeks! YEESSSSS!! haha it's the biggest game in the LPD!! I desperately need to make signs, right HAE?

Hah! Smoopie and I are going to have a good time at a party that weekend, am I correct Blair? haha I THINK SO!!!! RACHEL'S IS GOING TO BE BAD ASS!!! hahah

Well, sorry I couldn't talk long, I have to start gettin ready for work! YAY!*

Remember: Everything happens for a reason! LOVE YA!

Current mood: bitchy

Current music: Lauren Hill - Everything is Everything!

10:06PM - Baby, let me know if you roll with me?

Do I blow you away? I think you like it baby! Do you want to get nasty? I dare you to undress me*

SORRY! I am feeling a lil frisky* Can you tell? Aren't there some people you could just completely mollest!!! JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE!! Shew, the things I could do to him are probably illegal..! But, what are laws? Nothing but limitations..! FUCK LIMITS!
I A M A R O C K S T A R!! YA HEaRRD? PLAYA PIMP!

hahah! I am sooo hiper.. I am about to explode!!* Need to sleep* I have school at 8:00 in the morning! SHOOT ME PLEASE!! hahahah

I HAVE TO RIDE ON A BUS FOR APPROXIMATELY 3 HOURS FRIDAY, TO GO TO BLESSED KENTUCKY AND PLAY SOME STUPID FOOTBALL TEAM!! AHHHHHHHHHH!
And we better leave school early or I am going to be pissed!!!

If you have any advice for me problem in my relation stated in the earlier entry.!!

>< BABY< TALK TO ME--LIKE LOVERS DO!! >< BABY, < I NEED YOU ><


Well, I am outa here! I love you ! WHo am I talking to? BYE

REMEMBER:E V E R Y T H I N G H A P P E N S F O R A R E A S O N

Current mood: bouncy

Current music: Hillary Duff - So Yesterday

8:16PM - I can change my mind, right?

Well here is the spill! I'm in the state of changing mind. I have a boyfriend whom still talks to the girl he saw while we broke up for a short while. She still calls him, e-mails him, comes over somtimes, and every where he goes she is. WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THAT? I don't even know is e-mail addy. He knows it bothers my.. but he expects me to act non-shalant about the whole damn subject .. when what he needs to do is grow some balls and choose between one of us...!!! I just don't know what to do.. and I honestly I don't want to put up with shit like that. Well, as far as I am concerned at this point, he can have her...YA DIG? lol* sorry about the drama, mama!


Well- PV beat Sullivan North last night 48 -14!! Pretty bad ass huh?

WELL it is saturday night and i WILL find something to do!!!!! I SWEAR TO IT!!! OUT

Remember: e v e r y t h i n g happens for a reason!*!*!

Current mood: crazy

Current music: Usher - You Make Me Wanna

9:30PM - THAT'S HOW I LIKE IT HUN!